she makes me smile like no one else does

when i look in her brown eyes, i get a buzz

i lost count of all the dreams ive had about her

i love to gently touch her soft fingers...

 

chorus:

please dont tell her this really big secret

please dont let her know any of this...

dont let her know that i would die for her

dont let her know that someday i want to marry her

 

when i look at her, theres a bright glow just like angel

and when i kiss her, my heart feels extremely full

when she is out of town, i try so hard to not cry all night

how lucky are we, we've never been in a real fight...

 

chorus

 

as she walks home from my house, i watch her until she turns the corner

i cant even imagine my life without her

sometimes in the weirdest of places, i smell her lovely perfume

i want to hold her in my arms right now, yes i really do

 

chorus

 

do you wanna know a secret?

 

i am completely in love with her

and i want to hold her hand

and never let go

 

 

 

sometimes when im all alone i sit and watch the sunset

and somehow it reminds me of when you and i met...

 

Chorus:

this all must be a dream

how could we be so lucky,

to be so very young,

and to be this much in love?

 

sometimes when im all alone i sit and stare at the moon

and somehow it reminds me of the eyes God has given you...

 

chorus

 

wake me up from this dream, if it is one

pinch me on the arm, if it is one

pour cold water on me, if it is one

this dream is so amazing!

 

 

 

when will you be home again?

i pray for right now because i miss you so

i wanna see you again

without your smile in front of me, i go crazy...

 

chorus:

i cannot sleep, i cannot eat

i cant stop thinking about you

i cant wish for anything more

than just to hold you in my arms right now

 

i wish you were here

not just right now but every day

wouldnt it be great if

you were always holding my hand...

 

chorus

 

please come back, i miss you so much

please come back, we'll go out for lunch

please come back, i hate when you're not here

please come back, dont let me drop anymore tears...

 

 

 

when i see you everyday, i cant help but stare at your face

i get all flustered inside, i always get butterflies

when i am with you, when we are holding hands

i feel what true love feels like, i know that you are right...

 

chorus:

i love you, you love me

how 'bout we get married someday

i love you, i always will

we are really in love

 

i love holding your hand, it is my most favorite thing

i want to hold them again, maybe outside in the rain

we know each other so well, we can finished sentences

i feel what true love feels like, i know that you are right...

 

chorus

 

i want to be with you for the rest of my life

i want you to be my beautiful wife...

 

 

 

just when i didnt think things could get any better, this happens- you broke up with me...im so confused about all of it. if we are this much in love, then why should we have to feel like we have to hide it? it doesnt make sense that we have to throw it all away just to follow one little rule....you know how you were saying that you think you might snap, you dont think you will stick to your decision? well i think i might snap too, i think i might already have...its so hard to just act like we are friends, its so hard to not hold your hand or kiss you and not being able to say that i am completely in love with you. i wish we didnt have to live in such a strict community, i cant wait to pack up my stuff and leave. oh how bad i wish you were 16 cuz then we wouldnt have to pretend anymore. if i could tell everyone on this earth how much i love you, you better bet that i would. im still in love with you, you say you still love me, so why not just let our love grow. why should we have to prented that it has gone away when we know that its right?

 

 

 

turning sixteen is supposed to be fun

you get to drive and date anyone

but on the other hand it blows...

 

Chorus:

being a teenger is over-rated

girls are confusing,

you get misleaded

you despise your high school

and you try so hard to be cool

 

being a teen is supposed to be fun

you can hang out with you friends,

and get a tan in the sun

and then maybe you'll get a girlfriend

and then she'll make out with your best friend

and then you wish your life would just end...

 

Chorus

 

being a teenager sucks!

 

 

 

we interupt this program to tell you the end is here

who would have thought this would be the last year

dont let go of your loved ones before tomorrow

tomorrow is when it will all go down...

 

chorus:

i hope you hold my picture in your hand

i hope you know that we'll see each other again

i hope you remember all the times i said I Love You

i hope you know that i would have said I Do

 

all of these memories keep coming back to me

like when we would sit on my couch and dream we were married

so many memories, but such little time

but at least i could say that you were mine

 

chorus

 

do you remember the first time we kissed

do you remember the first class we missed

do you remember when i sung to you

i do, and i hope that you do too

 

chorus

 

 

 

she was my dream, she was my angel

she was all that i ever lived for

she was my girl, she was my friend

but i gave up too easily that afternoon...

 

Chorus:

"slipping away!" thats what she yelled to me

as i tried to pull her up from that hundred foot cliff

"slipping away!" i didnt have the strength

i watched her fall to the sharp rocks below

 

ill never forgive myself

i could have tried harder

but now it's over, shes no longer in my arms

i feel no point to live anymore...

 

chorus

 

pulled the perfect knife from the drawer

found the most perfect vain

pricked my skin with the point

just let me bleed a little more,

a little more

 

chorus

 

"slipping away!!"

 

 

 

im sorry for putting you through this

im sorry for holding her hand

but i was so lonely that dark night

you werent going to be home for another week

i couldnt stand being all alone

 

Chorus:

i deserve any punishment you give me

i swear ill never do it again

i realize how much i really love you

and i hate myself for not being faithful

 

this promise ring on my finger tells me

what true love really is

its staying with only this one girl, no one else

and im sorry for breaking this promise

and i hope someday you will forgive me

i cant stress enough how sorry i truely am

 

chorus

 

please forgive me

 

i really know now that im an asshole

i deserved that slap you gave me...

 

 

 

im still waiting for an apology

but instead i get is a lecture

i just sit here and take it

you dont wanna know whats going through my head

 

Chorus:

i wish you were dead

or at least unable to speak

my life would be so much peaceful without you

i wish you were gone

or not even born

my life would be so much nicer without you

 

if i had it my way, id be gone

and i would have left a long time ago

id do what i want, and see who i want

and not have to listen to your mouth

 

Chorus

 

i wish you were dead!

 

 

 

i sing a tune, it reminds me of you

im writing this for you

cuz im in love with you

 

chorus:

sing me a song, one that goes

like the beat of your heart when we are close

i look into your eyes and i wonder

what i did to deserve an angel like you

 

lets sneak out again tonight

lets meet behind the junior high

im gonna sing this song to you

cuz i love you, i do

 

chorus

 

 

 

all your notes are in a pile on my bedroom floor

i read them all but i know there is one more

my favorite one is somewhere unknown,

my memory is somewhere unknown

but i still remember what it says

it says...

 

i love you so much

im sure we'll be together forever

just being with you all day

and to wake up next to you

would be the greastest thing in the world to me...

 

just those lines bring a smile to my face

many times ive thought those exact same things

im not scared that you will ever love anyone else but me

you're not scared that i will love anyone else but you

 

dont worry about me

i wont worry about you

i dont think we are ever going to fall out of love

how could i leave you

we're so amazing together

we have never had a single fight

over these two years

 

who else can say that?

 

we're in love